<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[VaguelyUninterested]]></title><description><![CDATA[Vaguelyuninterested]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/blog</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 20 Sep 2026 07:15:28 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[I want to live]]></title><description><![CDATA[I stare at myself every morning burning it into my brain. You want to live. You want it. Right? As humans we have an innate survival instinct. From an evolutionary standpoint, most if not all of our behaviors and physical traits are meant to ensure we survive. We eat because we need nourishment. We sleep because our bodies need rest. We recoil from pain. We run from danger. So, why is it that my brain is signaling to my body that it doesn’t want to? In this way, the mind and body can be...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/i-want-to-live</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6aa88210c1c672fb6740bb74</guid><pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2026 19:00:26 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_8a7f333c34e34c458051268a864b6086~mv2.jpeg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[FINGER ON THE TRIGGER]]></title><description><![CDATA[I'm always so worried! About my past, my present, my future. About my heath, my job, my money. About my friends, my family, my cats. I cling onto everything out of fear of what could happen if I loosened my grip. Oddly enough, I also have this awareness that I cannot control everything. It doesn't take much for the oddds to shift, whether it's in my favor or not. I exist in this limbo between "fuck it, whatever happens will happen" and "if i can help it, i will determine what happens"....]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/finger-on-the-trigger</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6aa58810f448a9cd17b6637a</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Sep 2026 19:00:06 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_c69e852dfb9c4052a7ee6453f3b95762~mv2.jpeg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Evidence of my existence]]></title><description><![CDATA[I am changing for the better, I have to believe that I am It's a message spread across the website, appearing every so often, serving as a reminder to myself. But, more than anything, it's a manifestation of hope for the future, and hope for now. The person I was. The person I am. The person I am becoming. Every verson is evidence of my existence. The things I have made throughout my life have allowed me to leave pieces of myself behind as a proclamation that I was there and somehow, it still...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/evidence-of-my-existence</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9ef5eddf4adcfdc6db581a</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2026 21:00:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_b37a759d80f5462d9723e436a2199c08~mv2.jpeg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Divine punishment]]></title><description><![CDATA[I often thought that every bad thing I experienced was karma from the harm I inflicted onto others. I always found a way to connect whatever was happening to me back to something I had done to someone else. If I was hurting, I must have deserved it. If someone betrayed me, maybe it was because I had betrayed someone before. If something good was taken away from me, maybe I was simply being given back what I had once taken from someone else. So, I reduced my suffering down to some sort of...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/divine-punishment</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9332d3e8b86adaa1037f47</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 21:01:01 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_e8620efb396f48028d6e5c24d039d70b~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Room to grow]]></title><description><![CDATA[I have always wanted to be good at everything. You could ask me to do something and I might not know how to, but I would agree and put my best effort into teaching myself. At a job interview, I'd say I'm open to learning every facet of the role, simply because I want to prove to myself that I can exceed expectations... more importantly my own. I've never let anything stop the trajectory of my own desires. It's a ferocity that dominates my willpower, forcing me into overdrive. I would never...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/room-to-grow</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a8b671efe6fd82d1507c2ba</guid><pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2026 21:55:18 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_2904d913ff6949bc8cd6a5ff77e09489~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Responsibility of Remembrance ]]></title><description><![CDATA[For better or worse, I am not the same person I have been before. Not yesterday, not months ago, not decades. I question whether true change is the elimination of all previous versions of myself, or rather an evolution of what was already there. You can always look back and find a definitive measure that indicates something has changed, but is it necessarily gone? I view my sense of self as a nesting doll. Rather than shedding my previous state, I hoard it. I fear that if I were to abandon...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/the-responsibility-of-remembrance</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a7bd208bc8e587d4397918f</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2026 18:09:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_74c4278722574a87ae6652f2734e24ce~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Altered State of Mind]]></title><description><![CDATA[A year and a bit ago my psych told me that I would have to receive treatment for the rest of my life. This was the same session he told me there is no cure or way to rid yourself of Bipolar Type 1. It is a persisting, long-lasting, chronic illness both physically and mentally. Bipolar Type 1 is characterized by the occurrence of manic at least one manic episode. Mania is defined by "a state of abnormally high energy, excitement, and a very elevated or irritable mood" lasting a week or more. I...]]></description><link>https://www.vaguelyuninterested.com/post/altered-state-of-mind</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a7df300cae5bb2ffa10206b</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2026 18:08:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/87d8b7_f1799f5b0a0c47b8a5717db2e21501b7~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Nyisha</dc:creator></item></channel></rss>